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Monday, April 14, 2014

Same Ole Same Ole

What do you think of the nature of Orlando where you just constantly poke at someone to get bad thoughts to spurt out by accident, not by speech but knowingly to others?  I know certain words and have been in a certain place.  I remember I settled and said no I don't mean it in any way no matter how downcast nor bewildered I am.  Now, I don't even touch certain words, like online.

For anyone who thinks they know what I'm thinking of, I mean nothing bad, sorry about this.

TV Time

I'm gonna watch Those Who Kill starring Chloe Sevigny.

Reddi Wip

"The sound of Reddi Wip is the sound of joy."

It's like 6 calories for whipped cream on fruit.

Defining Myself

On TV, while watching Forensic Files, I see the lady say "that's why she's here" to share the stories, like if you think you're smart about it she's there for what she's there for..  I thought it sounded like she was talking to teenagers..  I feel sorry, imagine those little girls who don't sit around on their butt like me, all skinny and feeling aroused possibly - I don't know.

I noticed ways I looked like I was 30.  It's hard to explain my generation.  My mom won't let me tell her age, but my dad is born in 1950.  My problem is my parental age.  Say, my mom is any younger, that's okay.  I can't be like a teenager today anyway because of my dad's age.  I don't know what to do, but I also heard that 1950 is a real cut-off.  I just don't understand why I was left out of the fun.  I try to be amazing as I am.  Maybe, being like that isn't the most amazing thing for other people.  I mean, they have faults.  They are faults I did not give up, like Johnny Depp being so alluring or, as you'd say, hot.  He can be Willy Wonka and Jack Sparrow.  I can't do that.  A lot of people think they can.  I'd like to see it on YouTube.

Would you?

What do you think of those people who feel violent but would never commit a crime?  If they became more casual, they could get in trouble because that's letting down their guard.

TV

There was a guy who thought he'd never get caught, 17, for stabbing a girl 95 times to death while she fought back, 25 - he was sentenced to a life in prison.

TV

So, I did watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" today.  I am now more capable of being alert watching it each day.  My adventure is not yet quite over, but it could be.  The Mexican lady was fun but seemed shy about her performance.  The game Ellen had was sweet.  The kids|young people seemed to have a lot of fun though a bit of discomfort admitted there LOL obviously.  She also invited a nice, very polite-seeming gentleman.  I wonder if he intimidated her by being so serious.

I have had questions about things, like how she feels about how others treat her I guess.  I wish they would do more good for themselves and not be so meek but rather embrace the moment like it's it for them like anyone.

I do also wonder, I'd love to know and visit with other famous people-but I was thinking more along the lines of the 1s around 5 years apart from my age.  I would like to meet or possibly know Ellen had I the chance.  I would love to know her, but it's not something I have to do.  Most people would say yes I have to be Portia, but I'm not.  I'm sort of a doer, but my goal is a bit watered out.  I mean, if I said what I wanted it'd be to learn more about Ellen and if there is anyone like her.  I can't even just go all out and say ooh famous I have a lotta love for that person..  I mean, there are other fish in the sea.  I do want to find out who she is, like what it is about her, her needs, who she really is, what she's hiding that we could figure out.  She is simply an accomplished woman, and many women her age have had their life and now she seems left in the aftermath cuz she's famous.  We never expect to be as good as someone with her likings, and it's confusing her feelings on us and how we watch her, how much is healthy for us, etc.  It's her work.  It is like an adventure, but I think you have to participate online.

TV

I was just watching "The Voice."  It's a nice night.

The competitors .. they really let it out for like soul soft rock.

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